What if sin isn’t evil… but misalignment?
What if imperfection isn’t a flaw, but the very mechanism of becoming?
In this spoken dissertation, we explore sin, perfection, and consciousness through the lens of the Golden Mean (Phi), the Fibonacci spiral, sacred geometry, etymology, philosophy, and mysticism.
Drawing from mathematics, nature, spiritual traditions, and teachings attributed to Yeshua, Buddha, and Toltec wisdom, this reflection reframes sin not as moral failure, but as forgetfulness. To sin is not to be bad, but to miss the mark… to move out of harmony with one’s true nature.
Just as the Fibonacci sequence spirals endlessly toward the Golden Ratio—never reaching it, yet never stopping; so too does human consciousness spiral toward truth through imperfection, contrast, and correction.
In this piece, we explore:
The Golden Mean (Phi) as a metaphor for divine harmony
Why nature never achieves perfection, but never stops approximating it
The original meaning of sin (hamartia) as “missing the mark”
Why awareness redeems misalignment
How imperfection is not the opposite of divinity, but its expression
Why the “crumble” is holy, and necessary for evolution
How forgetting and remembering are both part of the spiral
This is not a sermon.
It’s not a condemnation.
It’s an invitation to remember.
Because from the infinite perspective, nothing exists outside divine order.
And from the human perspective, life is the sacred oscillation that brings us back into alignment.
We are not broken.
We are becoming.
We are living Fibonacci sequences.
Imperfectly perfect, spiraling toward remembrance.
Semen retention leads to transcending selfish desire & actually surrendering to the experience of sex…rather than having sex as a means to an end (peak orgasm). All in all it should be treated like a fast. I’m not saying don’t ejaculate. It’s great to do, but too much of anything is a bad thing even if it’s a good thing. The same way we should fast from food, ganja, etc. & develop discipline over our hunger we should do the same for this primal urge to indulge in release. Naturally, we will begin to value indulgence more again.
I am currently 88 days into this round of sexual continence aka semen retention. It’s been a journey. Last year around this time I got up into the 100+ range. I have no set time to release, i just know it won’t be a wasted exchange. There will be a lot of intention & I have to feel like it was earned for both of us. I was told by a woman, “to (heterosexual) women, sex is about making the guy nut”. I told her that’s interesting because for most men the sex is viewed as trash unless he ejaculates. I find this funny and backwards…only because I’ve inspired & experienced what tantric practices call cosmic orgasms. This level of experience is only accessible when ejaculation is not the focus, but that’s a conversation for another day.
If you have any questions ask away. I may make another video diving into this a bit more because there’s so much to it.
I began developing this theory when I was in school at Columbus State University. I have always noticed contradictions in every aspect of reality I honed in on. As I got older, it seemed to be something that all things had in common. I just didn't know how to articulate it at first. I began to study #quantum #physics and #meta-physics and BOOM!! I came across the #concept of #superposition and the behavior of atomic particles on a sub-atomic level. It confirmed my suspicion. It seems that this #reality is far closer to #imagination than what we have been educated to #believe. Every thing we thought we knew is becoming less and less concrete as #time proceeds. Our ability to bend #light when perceiving anything is a testament to our ability to bend reality to our will. This is why we are able to #manifest what we #desire in this #world. #Everything is not as clear cut as we convince ourselves to believe.
I bring this to the attention of those who this is meant for asking that you share your #perspective and #experience with me. How do you digest and apply #forbidden #knowledge in your everyday life? I realize more and more why the #mystery schools of #ancient times kept the knowledge hidden from the masses. It is truly difficult to handle. If you dare to explore, I am sending my respects.
-Love
A guided meditation depicting the journey of a being coming into existence and then becoming self aware. The process of becoming familiar with what is within leads to the recognition of all consciousness being unified. In seeing self in all, you then invite grace into your life. Grace is a dimension of life where beauty is abundant as everything is respected as the way it is. Who doesn't want intimacy with that?
This meditation is simple and great for beginners. It is designed to be done anywhere at anytime simply as a means to deepen understanding of self and to become familiar with the essence of your being.
It takes an average of 66 days to create a habit. Make this part of your daily routine and in 66 days I guarantee that you will have evolved into a version of yourself that you deeply appreciate. This 66 days can take as long as they must. From a few weeks to 6 months. Just do your best to stay consistent for the best results.
Its all up to you now...
-Love
This song is called Exist. It was written and produced by Bryant Love.
I do not ask this question to be problematic. I ask to get those that care to know to truly wonder. Esotericism is not for everyone because most can not handle this form of exploration. To those of you who have made it this far and still seek to understand more, I COMMEND YOU!!! This road is not for the faint at heart and one must be determined. Know that I walk with you. I look forward to deepening our connection. Subscribe, like, and comment. We can discuss whatever whenever. Take care!
-Love
BDSM is...an umbrella term that refers to a spectrum of sexual behaviors and preferences that can be divvied up into the groups of bondage and discipline, domination and submission , sadism and masochism.
It does not always have to reference sex or sexual tendencies. It could also be a reference to mental implications rather than physical.
Here is an article that goes in depth if you are curious.
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/uk/love-...
Also, here is the BDSM Test that I took.
https://bdsmtest.org/select-mode
A sadist is….a person who derives pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting pain or humiliation on others.
A masochist is…a person who derives pleasure or sexual gratification from their own pain or humiliation.
I have had these thoughts for a while and I cant wait to share more with you all. If you vibe with it then like, comment share, and subscribe if you please. There is far more to come. I would love to have a dialogue with you all. This is communication. Let's talk! Are there any sadist or masochist tendencies that you have that you want to share?
-Love